Gotta tell you, our God is awesome. I just listened to Sundays message and got so much out of it. I see that God in his wonder has given me friends that are willing to help me see him so much clearer than I can on my own. God loves me and will take care of me in his time and I have to remember that. He also has friends to direct us in his word when we feel low.
I was really excited Friday to have the interview and i was supposed to hear something yesterday and the anticipation was getting to me and I called the manager and he hadn't had a chance to talk to the other parties he needed to and he said that he'd get back to me but hasn't yet. So this morning i woke up and all day yesterday I was and am waiting to hear something from him. I see that my anxieties are getting to me and that I need to wait on him. It's also frustrating that as I'm having my time with God that the kids are up way too early and I'm feeling interrupted and angry about that (trying to tune them out) but i know that's not the heart to have.
My attitude has to change and understand that, kids are a gift and i need to Cherish them and love them and respect them which is not always easy. I have an enormous emotional area inside of me that i need to gain more control over or it will dominate my life. I need God's wisdom and mercy when my emotions begin to take over. Pray for me to gain his understanding and his ways in my life.
I hope to hear something from the interview but it's in Gods time and not mine I just have to trust that he knows what i need and his blessings will be great. Thanks for listening
Psalms 25 is where I'm gaining strength today!
~Talk to me~
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